\u015eairin de dedi\u011fi gibi: Kendine dahi yabanc\u0131 olan insan, nerenin yerlisidir? <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu sorunun cevab\u0131 benim i\u00e7in a\u00e7\u0131k: \u0130nsan, sevildi\u011fi, sevdi\u011fi ve anla\u015f\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 yere aittir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Haritada yeri g\u00f6sterilen \u015fehirler de\u011fildir aidiyetin \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zira kalabal\u0131kta kaybolmakla, bir k\u00f6y evinde bulunmak aras\u0131nda bazen koca bir \u00f6m\u00fcr fark vard\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00fcnyan\u0131n en g\u00f6zde \u015fehirlerinde ya\u015famak, insana aitlik hissi vermez.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir k\u00f6yde ya\u015fay\u0131p da hat\u0131ralarla yo\u011frulmak, y\u0131llar sonra bile y\u00fcre\u011fi \u0131s\u0131tan bir c\u00fcmleye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr: \u201cOrada ya\u015fad\u0131m, orada vard\u0131m.\u201d \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan, ancak hat\u0131rland\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerde tam olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yani \u00f6nce insan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Evleri, \u015fehirleri, \u00fclkeleri g\u00fczel k\u0131lan insand\u0131r. \u0130nsan\u0131 foto\u011fraftan \u00e7ekip al\u0131n, geriye ne kal\u0131r? Sadece dekor. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130nsans\u0131z bir \u015fehir, sesini yitirmi\u015f bir ezgi gibidir. Bakars\u0131n ama i\u00e7ine i\u015flemez. Bu durum sadece co\u011frafyayla s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131 de\u011fil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130kili ili\u015fkilerde de b\u00f6yledir.Kendini yan\u0131nda huzurlu hissetti\u011fin,sevdi\u011fin, sevildi\u011fin ve anla\u015f\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n insana aitsindir. Onun yan\u0131nda s\u0131radan bir g\u00fcn bile bir bayram sabah\u0131 gibi ayd\u0131nl\u0131kt\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O insan\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131, hayat\u0131 nushaya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr\u00fcr. Cennetin bir sureti olur bazen bir \u00e7ay, bir omuz, bir \u201cyan\u0131nday\u0131m.\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n
L\u00fcks e\u015fyalar, \u00e7e\u015fitli yemekler, yatlar, katlar\u2026Anl\u0131k hazlar sunar. Ama o kadar. O an ge\u00e7ince geriye kalan, yine hi\u00e7liktir. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc payla\u015facak y\u00e2r, dost, yolda\u015f olmay\u0131nca, insan kendi i\u00e7ine d\u00fc\u015fer. Sesini bile duyamaz olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Velhas\u0131l, \u0130nsan \u00f6mr\u00fcnde birka\u00e7 kez durup bakmal\u0131: <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kalbine\u2026Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 eve\u2026Y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc soka\u011fa\u2026G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve sormal\u0131 kendine: Ben ger\u00e7ekten ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m hayat\u0131n yerlisi miyim?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Seviyor muyum?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Seviliyor muyum?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00fcnyadan ge\u00e7iyor muyum, yoksa ger\u00e7ekten ya\u015f\u0131yor muyum?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu sorular\u0131 erteleyerek ya\u015fanmaz. Yoksa ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n yer, ad\u0131 ne olursa olsun, bir s\u00fcrg\u00fcn yeri olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve sen <\/p>\n\n\n\n
evinin ortas\u0131nda bile <\/p>\n\n\n\n
kendine hasret kal\u0131rs\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Arzu Samat<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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