{"id":2564,"date":"2025-05-18T21:29:36","date_gmt":"2025-05-18T18:29:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kirmizibulten.com.tr\/?post_type=columist&#038;p=2564"},"modified":"2025-05-18T21:33:21","modified_gmt":"2025-05-18T18:33:21","slug":"2564","status":"publish","type":"columist","link":"https:\/\/kirmizibulten.com.tr\/index.php\/yazarlar\/meryemakin\/konu\/2564\/","title":{"rendered":"Sevgili Gen\u00e7lik,  bu mektubu hangi dilden yazmal\u0131y\u0131m?"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sahi, sen hangi dilden anlars\u0131n art\u0131k?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kalabal\u0131klar aras\u0131nda sessizce a\u011flamay\u0131 m\u0131,yoksa g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015flerin ard\u0131na gizlenmi\u015f k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131 m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kelimelere mi g\u00fcveniyorsun h\u00e2l\u00e2,yoksa g\u00f6zlerin \u00e7oktan s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00f6tesine mi ge\u00e7ti?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Biliyorum, bu \u00e7a\u011f seni aceleye \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor. Ama i\u00e7indeki zaman, h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00e7ocuk sesleriyle mi uyan\u0131yor sabaha kar\u015f\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ne zaman b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcn sen?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ne zaman unuttun d\u00fc\u015f kurmay\u0131, oyuncaklardan \u00f6nce kayg\u0131larla tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Seni hep tan\u0131mlamak istediler:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Z ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 dediler, dijital dediler, kay\u0131p dediler\u2026 Ama hi\u00e7 seninle oturup da konu\u015ftular m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ger\u00e7ekten merak ettiler mi seni, yoksa sadece seni anlamadan y\u00f6netmeye mi \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131lar?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sevgili gen\u00e7lik, Bir sabah\u0131n ad\u0131yd\u0131n sen bu topraklarda. Bir r\u00fcyan\u0131n ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131, bir milletin yeniden do\u011fu\u015fuydun. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Peki \u015fimdi\u2026O r\u00fcyay\u0131 hat\u0131rl\u0131yor musun?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yoksa ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n kurgulad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kabuslarda m\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yorsun art\u0131k? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kim oldu\u011funu biliyor musun ger\u00e7ekten,yoksa herkesin senden olman\u0131 bekledi\u011fi ki\u015fiye mi d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcn yava\u015f\u00e7a?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kendin olmaya cesaretin var m\u0131 h\u00e2l\u00e2,yoksa herkes gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnmenin g\u00fcvenli yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda m\u0131 saklan\u0131yorsun? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Biliyorum, yoruldun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u00fcrekli bir \u015fey olman gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6ylediler sana. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir meslek, bir ba\u015far\u0131, bir etiket\u2026 Ama insan \u00f6nce &#8220;hi\u00e7bir \u015fey&#8221; olarak var olamaz m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hi\u00e7li\u011fin i\u00e7inden do\u011fmaz m\u0131 en sahici kimlikler? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sevgili gen\u00e7lik, Susman\u0131n da bir dili var. Ve sen o dili iyi biliyorsun. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc en \u00e7ok sen sustun; konu\u015ftu\u011funda de\u011fil, sustu\u011funda duyulmak istedin. Ama kim ger\u00e7ekten duydu seni? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kim omzuna dokunup &#8220;Seni anl\u0131yorum&#8221; dedi hi\u00e7?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130\u00e7indeki karanl\u0131k seni korkutmas\u0131n. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc y\u0131ld\u0131zlar, karanl\u0131k olmasa g\u00f6r\u00fcnemezdi. Senin de i\u00e7inde parlayan, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ama inat\u00e7\u0131 bir y\u0131ld\u0131z var. Peki, ne zaman kendine inanmay\u0131 b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ne zaman &#8220;Ben bu de\u011filim&#8221; demeyi unuttun?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sana bu mektubu yazarken,kelimeler birer su damlas\u0131 gibi d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyor y\u00fcre\u011fimden. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sen,sadece gelece\u011fin de\u011fil, hen\u00fcz tamamlanmam\u0131\u015f bir duan\u0131n cevab\u0131s\u0131n. Ey gen\u00e7lik, Bir sabah ol kendine. Bir ilk ad\u0131m. Bir Samsun.Sadece y\u00fcr\u00fc, ama y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn yeri hat\u0131rla.\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc yol, hat\u0131rlayanlara kendini a\u00e7ar. Kalbini inciten her \u015fey seni b\u00fcy\u00fctmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor olabilir mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Belki de bu sanc\u0131, do\u011fmakta olan bir hakikatin sesi. Ve sen&#8230;Sen o hakikatin kendisisin. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kendine iyi bak. \u0130nanc\u0131na, umuduna, yar\u0131na sahip \u00e7\u0131k. Ve bil ki, birileri seni ger\u00e7ekten g\u00f6r\u00fcyor. Senin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fcz bir mucize gibi kutluyor. Ad\u0131n\u0131 bilmedi\u011fin ama seni g\u00f6ren bir y\u00fcrekle, Zamana d\u00fc\u015f\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f bir not gibi, Sonsuz g\u00fcvenle&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sahi, sen hangi dilden anlars\u0131n art\u0131k? 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