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Elbet biliriz, kendimizi ululardan de\u011filiz.
Dileriz ki ulaklardan heyecanla verilen gibi duyun bizi.
Sar\u0131n bizi; Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n elleri olan anneler gibi, \u015fehri nefesle \u00e7ekin bizi.
Karl\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131 s\u0131rtlayan, e\u015fikleri koruyan babalar gibi, k\u00f6pr\u00fclerimizi y\u0131kmadan tutun.
G\u00fczelli\u011fin sinonimi temsili bakmaya, g\u00f6rmeye gelin bizi.
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerinizi kapatmay\u0131n, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc \u00e7evirmeyin bizden.
Okuyun bizi okul gibi.
Zira anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z c\u00fcmleler bir dilbaz\u0131n \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fcnden de\u011fil.
Bizi \u201cdi\u011ferleri\u201d diye de\u011ferlendirmeye y\u00f6nelmeyin; kalbinizde bir yer verip, yetecek kadar zaman a\u00e7arsan\u0131z, dinlerseniz ruhunuzla, davet g\u00f6nderirsem sevgiden m\u00fch\u00fcrlenmi\u015f mektubuma nas\u0131l cevap verirdiniz?
Kalp ota\u011f\u0131mda kocaman yerler var. Dokuz k\u00f6yden kovulanlar i\u00e7in \u00e7ift rakamdan haneli k\u00f6ylerimiz var bizim.
\u201cNe olursan ol gene gel\u201d diyecek kadar iyi de\u011filim.
Zira ben dervi\u015f, zira ben ermi\u015f de\u011filim.
A\u015fk\u0131n r\u0131zas\u0131yla kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131p nazik\u00e7e e\u015fi\u011fimden ge\u00e7ene, g\u00f6n\u00fcl yurduma adap ile girene pek kolay yak\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r uzaklar, uzla\u015f\u0131r kalbim.
Kolay edeni nezaket bilenlere \u00e7ok meclisler kurulur, \u00e7ok hanelerle birle\u015fir, kavu\u015fur yollar.
G\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyle aynaland\u0131, tebess\u00fcmden a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 camlar.
\u0130yi niyetle \u00f6rt\u00fcld\u00fc diye perdelerim.
Sanmay\u0131n ki olan bitenleri g\u00f6rmezden, anlamazdan, bilmezden biriyim.
Sanmay\u0131n nokta i\u00e7in virg\u00fcller kadar e\u011filenlerdenim.
Elifler gibi dik duran \u00fcnlemlerimle adil olur, adaletsizli\u011fe kar\u015f\u0131d\u0131r fikirlerim.
Bo\u015funa de\u011fil haks\u0131zl\u0131klar kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda sinirden titreyi\u015flerim.
Evet, g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fc kabartarak inciteni hi\u00e7 sevemedi\u011fim do\u011frudur.
\u00d6lsem \u0131s\u0131nam\u0131yorum hi\u00e7bir dem hasise, kaba, bencil be\u015fere.
So\u011fu\u011fum bu alametlerin c\u00fcmlesine.
Ki bundand\u0131r, inceden g\u00f6k g\u00fcrler gibi y\u00fckseli\u015flerdeki deliliklerim.
L\u00fctfen anlay\u0131n beni.
H\u0131r\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 bundan sebep g\u00f6rmezden gelin.
Ah, o y\u0131ldan beri ko\u015farak gidenler ve sal\u0131narak gelenleri tan\u0131r suretimiz.
Denize s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrken denizleri y\u00fczd\u00fcrenlere de\u011fildir s\u00f6z\u00fcm.
Huyumun suyuna gidermi\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnen, arkam\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde \u00e7ak\u0131l\u0131r gibi derine d\u00fc\u015fenlerin ak\u0131betli kaderlerini g\u00f6rd\u00fck.
Bu sondan \u00e7o\u011fu kez ohlayarak sevinmedik.
Hatta insan\u0131n ibretlik sonuna insanl\u0131klar i\u00e7inde haya ettik, yaz\u0131k dedik, g\u00fccendik.
\u201cYa de\u011fdi mi?\u201d dersin, bu sona; biz seni bir film gibi izledik.
Ha\u015fa, kalbimiz temizdir demeyiz, diyemeyiz! Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z k\u0131r\u0131klar, izler, par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar i\u00e7inde bir o kadar \u00e7oktur g\u00fcnah lekelerimiz.
Denize bakarken tak\u0131ld\u0131m ku\u015flar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcmde yere d\u00fc\u015fen t\u00fcylerine.
Sonra dald\u0131m d\u00fcnyada yaya y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm cennet aras\u0131 d\u00fc\u015flerime.
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Selam ile ederim en uluya t\u00f6vbelerimi.
Ruhumda gezenler, ruhumu gezdirenlerle d\u00f6rt nala, u\u00e7arm\u0131\u015f gibi olmak i\u00e7in.
Ah, o ak sakall\u0131 dedelerden icazet alsak, g\u00f6\u00e7ebe talihimizden g\u00f6ndersem ya d\u00fcnyan\u0131n merkezine ma\u015fuklar\u0131m\u0131.
En g\u00fczel y\u0131llardan, en g\u00fczel yollardan tozu topra\u011fa katarak; r\u00fczg\u00e2rlara bebek kokusu salarak, istenmeyenleri uza\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan tutarak.
En do\u011fru, en kocaman ad\u0131mlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 atarak ya\u015fam\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 iyilerle s\u00fcrsek ya.
Yana\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdaki ya\u015flar\u0131 silmeye, sildirmeye.
Ayaklar\u0131ma tak\u0131lan ta\u015flarla \u015feytan\u0131 ta\u015flamaya.
An\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131zda, hayallerimizde yavuz atlar gibi \u015faha kalkmaya.
Ya\u015f almadan ehlile\u015ferek ve \u00f6lmeden biraz d\u00fcnyal\u0131k \u00f6d\u00fcn\u00e7 almayla dursam.
Ve ruhun kalbinin at\u0131\u015f\u0131nda pervane d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde cihanda me\u015fki hat\u0131rla.
A\u015fk tektir; o y\u00fczden tek hecedir ve Rab\u2019binden insana sirayettir. A\u015fk, Allah\u2019\u0131n insandaki tecellisidir.
Alelade bir dildade de\u011filsin sen.
\u015eahadetle y\u0131kanm\u0131\u015flara bak; yery\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn halifesisin sen.
Ey Leyla\u2019s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6lde aramaktan vazge\u00e7ip i\u00e7inde bulan, \u00f6l\u00fcmde bulu\u015fma ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla haz\u0131rlanan \u00e2\u015f\u0131k.
Ey yar, g\u00f6zlerinden \u00f6nce g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne mil \u00e7eken garip Mecnun\u2019la helalle\u015fsek ya.
Siyah\u0131 beyazla yaran g\u00fcne\u015fle, tandan geceye saklanm\u0131\u015f ay\u0131, y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131.
Huzursuz kaderlerden \u0131rak olan masallardan bana alacakl\u0131 hik\u00e2yeler anlatarak uyutsan ya sevgili.
Alacal\u0131 gecelerde kalbimde yatsan, gitmesen, kalbimle ayr\u0131lmasan ya.
Her \u00e7ocuktan, \u00e7ocukluktan g\u00f6n\u00fcl alsak.
\u0130htiyarlam\u0131\u015f imgeme toy dilekler i\u00e7inde \u00e7are bulmak kime d\u00fc\u015fer?
Kime d\u00fc\u015fer yere d\u00fc\u015feni kald\u0131rmak?
Biz \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn s\u0131rr\u0131n\u0131n pe\u015fine d\u00fc\u015fmedik.
Hayatta en b\u00fcy\u00fck s\u0131rr\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frendik.
Lokman Hekim\u2019e yaralar\u0131m\u0131z var diye hi\u00e7 seslenmedik.
Anlad\u0131k ki yaralar bize takat olsun diye budand\u0131k, bilendik.
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Sevgiye talim edenler yar olsun g\u00f6n\u00fcl hanemize.
Bilge bir tebess\u00fcmle ya\u015flanmaya gelseniz ya.
Neden en \u00e7ok ya\u015fayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z her \u015feyi \u00f6zleriz biz?
Eksik, d\u00f6k\u00fck, art\u0131k par\u00e7alar\u0131ndan tan\u0131yoruz sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yamal\u0131 hat\u0131ralar\u0131.
Bilge bir tebess\u00fcm ile ya\u015flanmaya geldiler g\u00f6n\u00fcl hanemize.
Ruhumuzun her iki cihanda payidar tebess\u00fcm etmesini bekliyorsak e\u011fer, g\u00f6n\u00fcl aynam\u0131za dilimizde yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z geceden bir not d\u00fc\u015felim:
Tebess\u00fcm et.
Sev.
Dua et.
Akl\u0131n en iyi libaslar\u0131ndan biri empati, kalbin en iyi libaslar\u0131ndan biri saf sevgi, bedenin ve lisan\u0131n en iyi libaslar\u0131ndan biri edepten sar\u0131l\u0131 insan ilhamd\u0131r.
Ki esas\u0131m\u0131z, amac\u0131m\u0131z bu olur ise ne \u00e2l\u00e2; i\u015fte o zaman g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn de\u011fdi\u011fi, elimizin dokundu\u011fu her \u015feyle zahiri ve b\u00e2t\u0131n\u0131yla bize \u00e2lemin o tek kudretli ihsan\u0131, en g\u00fczel lisanla, beyaz dilek\u00e7e ile g\u00fcl\u00fcmser bize.
Ar\u015f-\u0131 \u00c2zam\u2019\u0131n selam\u0131, Rab\u2019bimizin tebess\u00fcm\u00fc ruhumuzun \u00fczerinde olsun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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