{"id":3308,"date":"2026-06-14T02:15:32","date_gmt":"2026-06-13T23:15:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kirmizibulten.com.tr\/?post_type=columist&#038;p=3308"},"modified":"2026-06-14T11:12:14","modified_gmt":"2026-06-14T08:12:14","slug":"hayatin-kiskacinda-olum","status":"publish","type":"columist","link":"https:\/\/kirmizibulten.com.tr\/index.php\/yazarlar\/hic\/konu\/hayatin-kiskacinda-olum\/","title":{"rendered":"Hayat\u0131n k\u0131skac\u0131nda \u00f6l\u00fcm"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ne g\u00fczel ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 s\u00f6ze hemde \u00f6zl\u00fc bir de\u011fi\u015fle<br>Dedi ki; &#8220;D\u00fcnya hayat\u0131n\u0131n besmelesi a\u011flamak.. &#8220;<br>Bunu g\u00fclerek s\u00f6ylemedi anlat\u0131c\u0131<br>Do\u011fumun karn\u0131nda ya\u015f\u0131yordu bilge ta\u015f\u0131<br>Bedenin merkezinde tatl\u0131 su i\u00e7inde y\u00fcz\u00fcyordu kalbi<br>Ve zehirden akan g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131, ancak \u00f6l\u00fcm dindirirdi ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131<br>Dilindeki ilk iki hecesi bile, y\u0131lan\u0131 deli\u011finden \u00e7\u0131karmaya yeterdi<br>Yemesi i\u00e7mesi yok ama akla gelince yemeden i\u00e7meden kestikleri \u00e7ok olmu\u015ftur<br>Z\u0131rhm\u0131\u015f surlarm\u0131\u015f kap\u0131 duvarm\u0131\u015f<br>G\u00f6kteymi\u015f sudaym\u0131\u015f karadaym\u0131\u015f<br>U\u00e7arm\u0131\u015f bo\u011fulmazm\u0131\u015f ka\u00e7anlar\u0131 y\u00fcr\u00fcmeden yakalarm\u0131\u015f<br>Yeterki gelmeye g\u00f6rs\u00fcn bahanesi yoktur,<br>Geldi\u011finde ismiyle sebebi \u00e7oktur onun<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Rahim isminde sakl\u0131d\u0131r, Rahman ismiyle korunur<br>Tasavvufta alt\u0131 rakam\u0131n temsilcisi durur<br>Vav harfinin belirtisiyle sayg\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinde<br>Duru\u015fuyla secde eder geldi\u011fi yere ve bekletildi\u011fi yerde tevazuyla saklan\u0131r<br>Acizli\u011finin i\u00e7inde yarat\u0131c\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n himayesine iltica eder<br>Ve orada kula\u011f\u0131na \u00fcflenir hi\u00e7 kimsenin bilmedi\u011fi duymad\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0131rl\u0131 zikirler \u00e7eker<br>Allah&#8217;\u0131n nefesinden \u00fcflenen ruhlar\u0131n hikayesi ba\u015flar<br>Rab&#8217;bin halifelik ile ar\u015fta duyurdu\u011fu, yer y\u00fcz\u00fcnde do\u011farken a\u011flayan ilk cennette yarat\u0131lan<br>Sonra d\u00fcnyada do\u011fan insan yavrusu kullar<br>Do\u011fdu\u011funda bak\u0131l\u0131r y\u0131ld\u0131zlar<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ne kadar ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7ok, ne ya\u015fatt\u0131\u011f\u0131yla an\u0131l\u0131r insan<br>Kaderini bilmeyenken bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda okumay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenir<br>D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcnce bir alemdir insan<br>Hissetti\u011finde kavrar, ya\u015farken anlar<br>G\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcyle delillendirir mutmainli\u011fini<br>\u00d6l\u00fcmle vedala\u015fm\u0131\u015f meyt olan zahir<br>Bat\u0131ndaki ya\u015fama ula\u015fm\u0131\u015f ki\u015filerin alemetinde<br>Bat\u0131l sanma d\u00fcnyadan yar\u0131 g\u00f6\u00e7er abdalanlar\u0131<br>Yoluna ba\u015f koyanlar\u0131n ruhlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6renler var<br>Derlerki, onlar fenasi vadisinde hi\u00e7 yorulmadan u\u00e7u\u015fan ku\u015flar gibidir<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Dilersen bin t\u00fcrl\u00fc kaptan ta\u015flar\u0131 sulas\u0131n,<br>Ne \u00e7i\u00e7ekli yemi\u015fler, ne ye\u015filler a\u00e7maz oradan<br>Vaktini heba etme ta\u015f\u0131 sulamakla<br>\u0130zafi sayma o g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 bulutlardan ya\u011fmurlar\u0131<br>Nice bilmedi\u011fin k\u00fcfre girmi\u015f g\u00f6zleri yumar<br>Temizlenmez sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n necazetten elleri aff\u0131 rahmetle y\u0131kar<br>Umutsuzluk ya\u015f\u0131nda de\u011filsin, ha\u015fa ondan b\u00fcy\u00fck de\u011fil c\u00fcr\u00fcmlerin<br>Kalk oradan, ge\u00e7 oradan<br>Buras\u0131 kabul olur mu olmaz m\u0131 dediklerinle oyalanma yeri de\u011fil<br>Bast\u0131\u011f\u0131n topraklarda da y\u0131kan\u0131r insan<br>Ellerinle semaya uzand\u0131k\u00e7a, \u00e7evir y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc teyemm\u00fcm etsin \u00f6z\u00fcn<br>O kalpleride, ruhlar\u0131da niyetlerinden simas\u0131ndan tan\u0131r<br>\u00dcmit et tebess\u00fcm\u00fcyle dinginle\u015fsin, g\u00f6nl\u00fcn iyile\u015fsin<br>A\u00e7 varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n sahibine<br>Ayaks\u0131z insanlar, ayakkab\u0131s\u0131z insanlar aras\u0131ndaki var\u0131\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6r sen<br>\u015ea\u015f\u0131r\u0131rs\u0131n kime ge\u00e7 kime erken<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kanat tak\u0131l\u0131p g\u00f6kte s\u00fcz\u00fclerek, g\u00f6zlerden kaybolanlar\u0131<br>Birde sen hi\u00e7li\u011fin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kaydolup var olanlar\u0131n u\u00e7u\u015funu izle<br>Her hileli\u011fin yenilgisi, nefsin s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fcremedi\u011fi, iblisin bilek b\u00fckemedikleridir onlar<br>Ne g\u00fczel olanlar, ne g\u00fczel konanlar, ne g\u00fczel g\u00f6\u00e7enlerdir onlar<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">D\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan veda etmek ba\u015fka, i\u00e7inden veda etmek bamba\u015fka bir alem i\u00e7 alem<br>D\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya, d\u0131\u015far\u0131dakine ve d\u0131\u015far\u0131dakilerine g\u00f6stermek i\u00e7in kolaym\u0131\u015f gibi vedala\u015fmak<br>Ya g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne itibar edermi i\u00e7 alemin<br>Bu d\u00fcnya zaten top yek\u00fcn vedala\u015fma hanesidir<br>Hani en ba\u015f\u0131nda s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftim ya sana<br>Sadece \u00f6l\u00fcmle de\u011fil, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n kadar\u0131yla ilgili s\u00fcre\u00e7le ba\u015flayan her \u015feyden<br>\u00d6nce do\u011farken ba\u015flar, koparak d\u00fc\u015ferek ana rahminden<br>Sonra devam eder o t\u00fcrl\u00fc t\u00fcrl\u00fc vedala\u015fmalar<br>Her ki\u015finin hikayesi her ki\u015fiye benzemez<br>Ayr\u0131m\u0131 farkl\u0131 ser\u00fcvendir hayat denen kaide<br>Kimi \u00f6n\u00fcnde maide, kimi ah i\u00e7inde vah ile<br>Kimi lokmas\u0131 zor g\u00f6z\u00fcnden ya\u015f ile<br>Kiminin g\u00f6z\u00fc doymaz a\u015f\u0131 toprak ile<br>Kimi heybesinde ta\u015f, kimi ba\u015f\u0131nda a\u015fk, kimi ate\u015ften eritilen taht ile<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Halden anlamayan yar\u0131n gibisin, ge\u00e7ip giden zaman gibisin<br>Ne duvardaki, ne bilekteki saate benziyorsun<br>Vaktimin akran\u0131 de\u011filsin, ger\u00e7e\u011fin zanaatisin<br>Sen \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn kanaatisin hayat, suya \u00e7izilen<br>Ne hat\u0131r\u0131m var sende, ne benimle ilgili duru hayallerin<br>Ne ge\u00e7mi\u015fimden gelensin, ne gelece\u011fe yat\u0131r\u0131m\u0131m<br>Hakk\u0131nda s\u00f6yleneni hi\u00e7 bir hazine de\u011fi\u015ftiremez<br>Yakla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lmad\u0131k an\u0131lmay\u0131z biz hi\u00e7 bakilikle<br>F\u0131traten hi\u00e7 yak\u0131\u015ft\u0131rlmad\u0131k sa\u011f kalmaya<br>Hem \u00f6yle geli\u015fi \u00f6zensiz bir\u015feyde de\u011filsin<br>Hayattan ya\u015fam\u0131n k\u0131r\u0131lma noktas\u0131 denen yerdesin<br>Ahrete d\u00f6n\u00fcm noktas\u0131 denen g\u00fcvencedesin<br>Ama usul\u00fcnde g\u00f6t\u00fcrece\u011fin yerin garantisi yok<br>En g\u00fczeli hi\u00e7 tamahkar, hi\u00e7 sinsi de\u011filsin<br>Netsin, a\u00e7\u0131k s\u00f6zl\u00fcs\u00fcn insandan da bilgesin<br>Baz\u0131lar\u0131 i\u00e7in ad\u0131 sert duru\u015fuyla so\u011fuksun<br>Lakin en incesinden kal\u0131n\u0131na kadar mertsin<br>Bize gelmeden \u00f6nce selalarda bize haber verdin<br>Buralar gibi hi\u00e7 riyakar de\u011filsin<br>\u0130nsan\u0131n iki y\u00fcz\u00fcnden birisin,<br>Eninde sonunda yol sana var\u0131r, hi\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131kmaz soka\u011f\u0131n yok senin<br>Sayg\u0131m var sana, her canl\u0131da mutlak ve adil olans\u0131n<br>\u0130tiraf edeyim korkular\u0131mda yok de\u011fil seninle ilgili<br>Do\u011frusu cesaretinede hayran\u0131m<br>\u00d6vd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yanlar\u0131ndan biride oldu\u011fun gibisin<br>Geli\u015finle, iki y\u00fczl\u00fcleride bir s\u00f6z\u00fcnle ikiletmeyensin<br>Bence en anlaml\u0131 taraf\u0131n bu d\u00fcnyay\u0131 aratmayacak, buraya ikinci kez geri getirmeyecek ve yan\u0131m\u0131zdan hi\u00e7 ayr\u0131lmayacak olanda sakl\u0131<br>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7ok kararl\u0131s\u0131n geri d\u00f6nmeye asla ikna edilemeyen<br>Sen bu d\u00fcnyada Allah&#8217;\u0131n ilminde olan vefal\u0131 bir sonsun..Ba\u015f\u0131 bo\u015f gezmeyen, tek tabanca gezen<br>Ezelden beri yarad\u0131l\u0131\u015ftan itibaren, herkesin aln\u0131na yaz\u0131lan ecel<br>D\u00fcnya taht\u0131ndaki kafesinden \u00f6l\u00fcm tahh\u0131na uzanan hayat<br>Herkesin baht\u0131nda toprak var m\u0131? Naa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 gassal y\u0131karm\u0131?<br>Buda nasip i\u015fidir bilinmez<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bizden ricac\u0131 bir not d\u00fc\u015fermisin ak listene<br>Allah&#8217;\u0131m bu insan\u0131ndan sana beyaz bir dilek\u00e7e nasibimiz olur mu dersin<br>Bu d\u00fcnyada do\u011fuma benzeyen gidi\u015fiyle<br>K\u0131z m\u0131 erkek mi diye sormadan alan<br>Ad\u0131 hayat diye ba\u015flayan<br>Soyad\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm ile son bulan<br>Sonunu bilmeyen insana lay\u0131k olan<br>Yakla\u015f\u0131nca kendini hissettirsen ya<br>Ziyaretini k\u0131sa tutan, gelince l\u00fctfen bo\u015f gelme<br>Sen ey d\u00f6rt b\u00fcy\u00fck melekten biri olan sevgili Azrail&#8217;im<br>Ey sen \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn sultan\u0131, ecelimi \u00fcst\u00fcnde ta\u015f\u0131yan<br>En son yolculu\u011fumda ve d\u00fcnyadaki son yolda\u015f\u0131m sen olaca\u011f\u0131ndan<br>Seni tan\u0131mak anlamak i\u00e7in hakk\u0131nda \u00e7ok \u015feyler okudum<br>Anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6re \u00f6l\u00fcm sen kesinlikle canl\u0131s\u0131n<br>Seninle ilgili neyi, ne kadar anlad\u0131m tam olarak bilemiyorum<br>Elbette senin beni kesin bir bilgiyle bildi\u011finden ku\u015fkum yok<br>Haber vermi\u015flerdir duam\u0131n i\u00e7inde \u00e7ok kez yer verdi\u011fimi sana<br>\u00c7ok\u00e7a and\u0131\u011f\u0131m oldu seni, duymu\u015fsundur alm\u0131\u015fs\u0131nd\u0131r bana gelmeden selam\u0131m\u0131<br>Sen bilirsin ne dersin zorlan\u0131rm\u0131y\u0131m? Anlat\u0131lanlar gibi \u00e7ok susarm\u0131y\u0131m? Korkarm\u0131y\u0131m?<br>\u0130man\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131namaya gelen \u015feytana kanarm\u0131y\u0131m?<br>Ve sen o s\u0131rada merhametli taraf\u0131nla, g\u00fczel suretininle gelip g\u00fcl \u015ferbeti uzat\u0131rm\u0131s\u0131n bana<br>\u0130nan \u00f6lene kadar dualar ederim sana..<br>Do\u011frudur, bazen \u00e7ok \u00f6d\u00fcm kopuyor d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcnce geli\u015fini<br>\u00c7okta merak ediyorum nas\u0131l kar\u015f\u0131lanaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ve sana nas\u0131l gelece\u011fimi<br>G\u00fcnahkar\u0131m di\u011fer yandan \u00fcmitliyim senden \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn sultan\u0131<br>Zihnimde dokunuyorum temas ediyorum hayali varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na<br>\u0130\u00e7\u00fcnde Allah olunca<br>Sanki o zaman hi\u00e7 \u00fcrkm\u00fcyorum ne senden ne yan\u0131na ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcmden<br>Son nefesime kadar d\u00f6neyim hep Allah&#8217;a Allah&#8217;a<br>Ey sevgili, sa\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan sa\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan ho\u015f gel Allah a\u015fk\u0131na<br>\u00c7ok ricalarday\u0131m l\u00fctfen sana<br>\u015e\u00f6hreti ezelden sonsuza dek insan\u0131 ge\u00e7en<br>\u00dcnl\u00fc vuslat\u0131yla bize kucak a\u00e7an; Ey \u015fanl\u0131, en canl\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ne g\u00fczel ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 s\u00f6ze hemde \u00f6zl\u00fc bir de\u011fi\u015fleDedi ki; &#8220;D\u00fcnya hayat\u0131n\u0131n besmelesi a\u011flamak.. &#8220;Bunu g\u00fclerek s\u00f6ylemedi&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":20,"featured_media":3310,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","categories":[38],"tags":[],"manset":[],"class_list":["post-3308","columist","type-columist","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kirmizibulten.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/columist\/3308","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kirmizibulten.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/columist"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kirmizibulten.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/columist"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kirmizibulten.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/20"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kirmizibulten.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3308"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kirmizibulten.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3310"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kirmizibulten.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3308"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kirmizibulten.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3308"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kirmizibulten.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3308"},{"taxonomy":"manset","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kirmizibulten.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/manset?post=3308"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}